It was 2018 when I finally absorbed the following words with clarity and acceptance.
…Words so sharp, that before I’d thought them to be an exaggeration…
…Words so extreme, exacting, and cutting, I’d often considered that they were used for hyperbole; I literary effect to create exaggeration, but not to be taken as hard-Truth.
Last year I learned…
…These words are the stark-naked truth and once I understood, there was no turning back.
Like Neo sitting before Morpheus, there’d been times I wish I’d taken the blue pill. But such is the way when you fall into “the rabbit hole.”
“The human heart is the most deceitful of all things, and desperately wicked. Who really knows how bad it is?…What comes out of a person is what defiles him. For from within, out of the heart of man, come evil thoughts, sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery, coveting, wickedness, deceit, sensuality, envy, slander, pride, foolishness. All these evil things come from within, and they defile a person.”
Such extreme descriptions of the human heart.
Could this really be true?
Could we as human beings be so naturally dark in our ways?
Then I discovered it – really heard the words of a network of thoughts underneath my own conscious thoughts.
Thoughts lightening-quick, I would never have known them unless I’d been woken up.
Thoughts so focused and determined, distinctive and vivid, self-indulgent and self-defensive, desperate and self-preserving, full of accusation and condemnation…
They were quick – mini-seconds, if that…
The Light has illuminated the real human inclination, the invisible driver…
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