2020 – Surrendering my Life…Reflecting on 35 Years


6.4.2020.

I’m honestly glad to hear that the 5G situation is catching wind.

I recall a friend telling me how unhealthy it was and that he was assigned a project that was confidential in its details, regarding bringing 5G to a healthy place.

It seems–though mainstream media is denying this–that they never managed to get 5G to that healthy place.

They just installed it.


Now, we are potentially living the results as footage and opinions emerge about animal and plant deaths near the newly installed 5G towers.

Believing it or not is a fruitless discussion. There’s not much that can be done.

If powerful people want to do things, they can just do them.

I’ve learned this–not being in the ‘powerful person’ position, but as the unfortunate recipient.


stephen l france
Age 11

(11) The ‘Bad Boys’


1994 – 1995. Age Eleven.

At eleven years old, lots of major scenarios occurred. Too many to write here.

There were situations that I call roots or setups for deceiving me into pridefully taking life into my own hands and trying to control the outward exhibition of my identity.

I was known as a strong physical fighter in my school. I’d liked that, because I’d controlled that outcome.

When we went on school journey to Swanage, we all had to form groups.

To our surprise, the groups then got dissected by our teacher so that we weren’t with all of our main friends.

We called our group “the Bad Boys” and our teacher compelled us to create theme songs for our groups.

I remember the words – perhaps not verbatim, but close enough:


“We’re the bad boys, and we’re on school journey.
We’re gonna have fun and we’re gonna get dirty.
Come listen to our rap and put up a fight.
We’re gonna rap all day, we’re gonna rap all night.
We’re the bad boys.”


Message from Jesus – “I’m always here for you and will heal your wounds.”

Message from the World – “Compete. Compete. Compete. Make sure to be the best. You MUST pass those Secondary School entrance level exams this time or else you’ll look a great fool!”


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