(22) It’s not happening?
2005 – 2006. Age Twenty-Two.
The second year of university went by.
The dream wasn’t coming true. Nowhere near.
I tried to compromise.
I dated someone who I didn’t feel 100% right with.
I hated myself for this, because my moral code kept telling me, “you’re using this woman.”
I had to drink to numb the condemning voice.
The end of the year came and I broke it off with this lady.
Bitterness filled me.
What could I do?
Was finding the right woman so hard?
University represented a very specific lifetime moment that wasn’t happening…I’d waited 10 years for this!
What was I doing wrong?
Message from Jesus – “-”
Message from the World – “Compromise. Have fun. Or else you’re going to regret it…”
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